that is all

All is damn well. I am swamped with coursework and overworked with work, christmas is comming n i need to find time to get presents but it's all ok. I met Alex and everything has fallen into perspective, am more confident and I am more motivated, met some good freinds on a dig and now i feel more socially capable and i know what I want to do with my life. It's gonna be hard work, but am gonna try anyway, nothings so scary anymore. I am not too stressed to work, I just have this calm that everythings not so bad when in the end I have Alex to run back to. He's lovely. I was crankey to him on the way over after work on the phone and did I feel bad. I went in, he made me dinner, like took time to cook something nice,n sits me on the couch with a beer, then washes my uniform for me. Then he gives me lots of hugs. I was like, wtf, I am so gonna have to do something nice for him next time I am up. Am glad no-one really reads these lol can say what I like^^.

meeeeeep

meeeeeep

Ok screw whatever petty shit was wrong with me before, my kittens dead, some idiot killed her.